nasi tomato

M: Its been a stressful week! I am trying my best to stay strong and cope with things. Being silly is a way of distracting my mind from the mess. I wish I have someone beside my family who understand that I could talk to, or not talk to but stays by my side grip my hands and telling me everything is going to be fine.

Nur, mak aku da xde pas sbuh td..
Sender: Yusliana
Received: 07:01:55 26-08-2009

Usually I sleep after subuh, today I was busy googling and my phone beeps. As read it, I called mum. Off the phone and went upstairs grab my baju kurung. Had shower came down to realise its wans blood test day! Left to the hospital with Pa, its wasnt long cause the appointment was at 8am.

Came home, and left for Yuslianas place. The house was full. I went through the back entrace, salam everyone find a sit behind Yus. As I finish reading Yaasin, the body was done for kapan. I walk to the kitchen, given the family members the chance to have the last moment. Left for the pengkubumian at Stali, pass Yus mamas sedekah and visited Muna and Akis kubur.

Came home, was too exhausted to go to Casa Harapan. Instead I fall asleep, the girls came shouting, Kak Mutiara... Luckily Ya was around to entertain them. I woke up just in time for break fast.

Special Tribute to Yuslianas Mum:
I remember the day you cook me Nasi Tomato. It was the first day I learn the existance of Nasi Tomato. It was always the good food you cook in your small little kitchen with your big heart.
I never forget the days when my mum was abroad, Yuslianas mum, Aisyas mum and Dilas mum are the people who provided me their service. They was always there with their concern.
For that, I thank you. RIP

*note to self:
1) Muna and Akis kubur need clean up and new tree perhaps.29/8/09
2) Need to make lots lots lots of money for my family to have a comfartable living. So that if anyone passed away, mandi mayat can be done inside. And pls design the house accordingly to needs.
3) Standby the kain batik lepas and proper material in one cupboard.
4) Got to learn how to prepare kain kapan!!
5) Get married to a men who is willingly to let me die first so that he could take care of me and the kids when i'm gone.