60days past, here I am, not celebrating the days but pondering what I have been up to. The mess I have created, and most of all the sillyness I have showed. I guess my ME time is over! I finally realize my mistake when I was waken by an angel whom makes me see things clearly. I'm sorry to octracized. I'm so lacking of my meal...
so whats my meal?I should stop whining. I know theres plenty that makes me mad and partly because the situation we are in. Thus, I should take a pause of judging. I should start being there. I myself make mistake through out, and I should not let what ever special things I have disappear. Inperfections can be avoided but most of the time we couldn't run from making errors.
we all eat, but the difference between me and you is how we would like our meal to be like + how we feel about our meal. we always wants the best isint it? everything is a choice, every min is a choice, to be or not to be. theres this saying "if you know that you would be in another character in your second life, would you slower or fasten your pace".. sigh! i would never slower or fasten it, i’m just right at my position now. and i’m happy.. its my choice and its my meal ; )
i know, that u know and we all know.. simple meal usually compromise of main course, side dishes and dessert. plus / minus appertiser, second course and what so ever.. but i just stay for 3, its more than enough for me. am so blessed.
my main course is my family, always. they are my carbohidrat, they are my everything. even if i’m having a meal or just anyone having their food.. sure they attack the main course. they perfects me.
next, would be my side dishes. this where we get protein, vitamins.. here are the veges stay. my someone would be here, i know he would take care of my health. he is there to protect me to kill the germs ; )
last but not list, my dessert. sweet, sugary dessert. its always delicious and everyone always look forward of dessert, here where my friends be. they are gorgeous, but sometimes dessert is the killer. we can get ‘darah tinggi’ & ‘kencing manis’ because of it. so we have to be extra carefull and yup, select the best. SELECT THE BEST! we dont want to get sick do we?
i feel full because of my meal. it might be a simple meal, but it perfectly balance my diet. and i’m just loving it.. my life are beautiful because the meal that i choose.
I'm sorry Jack for ignoring. Check out what is perfect.
Accept my confession girlfriends for neglecting, and obviously the long silence. I was selfish, where i walk away when the world arounds me pontificate.
I should put myself in other people shoes and learn to appreciate life perhaps.
I'm amazed of my patience sisters. Thank you Dib, Tat & Yaya for tolerating my sillyness. I have been really pain in the arse.
p/s: je t'aime. Good friends are like stars. You don't always see them, but you know they're always there.
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