December 15, 2009

ignorance

 
 the beauty that we missed
we have forgotten;
our god - to say thank you god I'm alive
our parents; to wish goodnight
our sister; to tell i miss you
our brother; to buy gifts on special occasions
our grandma/pa; to visit and check how are they feeling?
our aunt/uncle; to wish happy birthday
our cousins; to lepak together
our husband; to appreciate his existence
our wife; to acknowledge her beauty
our neighbor; to greet good morning
our friend; to make small talks
our girlfriend; to tell it is wonderful to have you around
our boyfriend; to be his ear
our teacher; to say thank you
our classmate; to ask are you ok?
our colleague; to ask how is your day?
our childhood friend; to invites for coffee
our ex boyfriend; to say hi
our ex girlfriend; to say how do you do?
our enemy; to say I'm sorry
we takes thing for granted!
we are blinded by the world. we are blinded by ourselves. we are a fool of ourselves not to acknowledge and appreciate our surrounding.
sometimes we thinks we are too busy that we pass by and let it happen. we never makes effort to improve. most of the time we ponder of our life... what have been missing? you couldn't answer it because it is certain you have a wonderful life with wonderful people yet there is something missing. that missing note is ourselves. we fail to be ourselves. we fail to move forward with our baggage. to us the pass is a nightmare. where else, the pass is the most amazing thing happen to us; be it something we hate, dislike nor never wants to happen again. because the pass that takes us here, where we are today.

thank you everyone whom have walk in and walk out of my life. some stayed longer than i ever know and some stayed a short while than i ever imagine. i will never deny your stay because you are the one whom makes me today. I'm sorry for my ignorance. i was a fool, i was blinded by the world that i fail to notice your appearance in my life. i apologize for the time i didn't make it for our dates, our outings, our phone call and most of all forgive me for the time i fail to make room for you to be in my list.
 to the one who is still with me in my journey, i appreciate it. if i fail to acknowledge you, feel free to wake me up and surprise me.

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