Time flies.
After months of battling from thyroid cancer.
I was lucky to had the chance to greet her few hours before she left for Gods plan. She called me, I sat beside her. We had little changed of words, more of understanding the eye contacts.
The pengebumian at 11am April 27,2010 went well.
I manage to do my little part of helping to fill the envelops with money for the prayers, grate cendana, sew kain kapan, and cleaning up. And best of all, the first time experience, I had the glimpse of mandi jenazah.
When I kissed her my last goodbye, I had one thing in my mind, it was sorry grandma. Sorry that we didnt have much time together.
I know you are always there. I am more close to my martenal side than my partenal. If only I wasnt ignorance.
Your words will always be a stone away; "awak tak kena lagi".
May you rest in peace grandma.
p/s: Thank you each and every person who call and text me.
I'm sorry I couldnt attend to most of the calls.
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