Reflection

The month of January is almost half gone. I spoil myself with good family time, work, tv series, learning new stuff and insyallah i'll be back on running track. However, most of my me time staring at a space and reflects on myself. I had gone through rebellious years and now all i want is to focus on my life. Trying to balance myself and be a better human being. I regret some of my past, at the same time i am thankful. Without my past, I might not be the person I am today.

I discover that I am modern, yet very traditional at heart. I enjoy modern life, where woman has equality like man and where everything is talk openly. However, I value my route, I respect Islam just as much I treasure my parents. There is so much for me to learn and everyday is certainly a learning process for me.

I always wonder of people who practise repeated abortion and sex without marriage, even they had been knock down. I voice out, my sisters explaied, Allah can take back our feelings.

I am not all good, I had make sins but I thank Allah for his love to wake me up and gives me the brain to value my life. May Allah keeps my heart open to his path and never have the intention to take away my feelings.